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is it weird for a girl to go out with a bunch of guys??? actually, i'm not really sure. it's just that when i was back home in malacca, most of the adults (friends of mum and dad, and also my parents) would comment on girls who go out alone with a bunch of guys. and their daughter is doing the same thing. i've been asking friends - both guys and girls - whether it is weird but all of them say no. but there are a few who starts to ask me why am i always with a bunch of enginering guys since i'm doing business.

it's not that i purposely want it to happen this way. when i'm having class in the morning, i do have girl friends that i hang out with but 99% of my girl friends are locals and they go home straight after class. so, wat's left is my guy friends who stay around after class cos of projects and to study. i have to admit that i've been more hardworking ever since i started hanging with them after my classes. cos when u see a group of ppl studying around you, u will tend to study to, rite?

i'm kinda happy these few days. one is because holidays is next week. i think i needed a break for a while to, though it's just for a week. when i come back, life is going to get more hectic.

then there's him. been seeing him for quite often now even got a chance to talk to him. though it's not for a long time, but i'm happy whenever he takes the initiative to talk to me. call m crazy but that's the way i am. kai yuan has been giving me counselling sessions for the past few days and most of the things he said are true.

went to redang last week from thursday nite to sunday. had one week break and my family decided to go to redang. actually, it was planned a long time ago. had a wonderful time there. went into sea water for the first time in bout 15 years. the last time i actually played with seawater was when i was very very young in port dickson.

went for snorkelling and went for a banana boat ride. very good for a person who can't swim. my sis went for diving and she was talking bout it nonstop. the only bad thing of the trip was that it was too short, only spent 2 days there. there were so many activities to be done.

then the other was that my whole body ached on the second day. i'm the world's most inactive person, i dun exercise and rarely move my arms and legs. so after i went for snorkelling (which meant that my whole body had to move in water) and also the banana boat ride, i had muscle pain on my arms, legs and stomach and also i think i sprained my neck. couldn't turn to look back or even look up at all. i couldn't even climb out of bed without someone pulling me up.

but it was well worth it. would definately go back again!

i'm happy these few days, no idea why. maybe cos two of my closest friends have got together. haha....seriously happy for them. but also jealous in a way la. they just knew each other beginning of this year and now they are already together. haih....mine? i knew him since last year but till now, he stills noe me as just a friend. haih...

though i'm a bit sad on that part, i'm still happy to see him almost everyday. will he ever noe???