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today's the 2nd last day of the one week break. frankly, i dun even feel as if i'm having a break. been going to uni nearly everyday day cos i can't go online in my room. stupid connection i tell u... whenever i have nothing to do, the connection is super nice and super fast. but when i need it to do research for my assignment, it'll definately die on me...what's this le?

celebrated lantern festival with friends for the first time this year...hehe...funny rite? i'm 19 years old (i still consider myself as 19) and i've never celebrated lantern festival with friends. went to marilyn's aunt's house to celebrate it this year...though it was only a few friends (marilyn, me, min, dom and sam) but i had a nice time. haha...even taught janice (marilyn's 5 years old cousin) how to play 'choi tai tee'...

the only time i felt like i was on a holiday was last wed. but since it was only one day, it felt like a saturday or sunday to me. sent marilyn off to the phillipines in the morning with dom and min. had to wake up at 7 AM....haven't been waking up at that hour for a long, long time already...even when i have an assignment due.

in the afternoon, followed a uni field trip to the carlsberg brewery. wei sern asked and i saja go only la...nothing to do also ma rite? ended up, i was the only business student there among a huge group of bio-tech students and 4 mechatronics students. i think the bio-tech ppl were there to learn things but then the mechatronics ppl....i seriously think they went for the drinking.

yes...they served beer at the end of the tour. wei sern got drunk, jeremy's face was like a ripe tomato and justin got semi-drunk. haha....it was fun seeing them like that. though i felt as though i was in the wrong building (i think i should have visited the admin building instead of the plant) but all in all, it was an enjoyable trip.

on the way back...something happened but i can't say wat is it. just that i wished that it hadn't happened. but it did...so all i can do now is wish for the best...

anyway, i have an assignment due and a test on monday. haven't started studying for the test and i can't find anything for the assignment. going to die soon....

exam's in a month and the tips are already out. haih...hope i can do well this sem and not fail anything. dun wanna feel disappointed in myself again.

first time after so long....second post in a month. lots been happening in the past few weeks. found out somethings that i rather not know. but now that i've found out, i dunno wat to do. and i found out that ppl has been backstabbing me. haih...everything that i've been afraid of is happening. why can't it happen earlier or later? why must it happen when exam is fast approching?

been asking close friends whether i've changed or not. all of them say yes but then some say for better while some say for worse. i dunno...seems like a lot of things has gone wrong for me. can someone invent a time machine so that i can go back in time? i wan to relive my life from the beginning of the year. wan to avoid all those stupid mistakes that i did.

exams in 2 weeks and i haven't started studying yet. haih...told myself to be more hardworking this sem but seems that i've been getting lazier instead. and with all the problems that i'm facing now, it's not helping either.

mum's been bugging me to transfer to aus next year. i did apply for it but still not sure whether to go or not. dun feel like going cos can say i've everything that i need here...esp friends and help with assignments. but with all these things happening, i'm thinking twice.

mr. ming yang...sorry la for the 2 saturdays. me busy ma...as always la...next time, k? and my blog is still the same cos i'm too LAZY. u noe me la...wait la, k? after exam then i'll sit down and slowly do.

rae...u sure dunno wat i'm talking about here one...will tell u when u get back, k? it's a long story and i'm too lazy to type it out. talking is much easier.

min....THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH for everything that u've done. really really really appreciate it.

oon ee...thank you too! u're the person that i'm going to look for next time if i need any advice.